I admit,I am on a high.Strangely,I climb on to these sporadic high points only and only when exams are supposedly hovering over my head.Generally, I do suffer from something called low self-esteem-which-suddenly-turns-the-other-way-round-under-very-specific
-circumstances.And THAT is excatly what has happened over the last few days.Phew..! NOW I know why i have been smiling all along,not that I dont smile otherwise,but smiling inpromptu at the rickshawala who agrees to transport me somewhere for a price thats been decided by me,its not good.Nor the fact that I keep smiling while walking down the toe burning streets (even when you are wearing sneakers),in the heat and humidity,and looking strikingly similar to a drenched scarecrow.A drenched and smiling scarecrow I tell you,is not a rejenuvating sight, so as to speak.Or say, when I smile at my mother when she makes a face and asks me to eat a bowl of curd for breakfast,because the last wee bit of chocolate horlicks left has to be kept aside for my sister,my mother incidently makes an expression similar to the yahoo emoticon which appears when you type-->:O
Aah well,the last evening I was browsing through a book...which *surprise* was a text book,I came across a scribbling----->"this whole goddamned chapter makes no fucking sense.....THERE YOU GO.....do you get my language?"
Well that sums up my intelligence quotient doesn't it?
As a matter of fact, it should also sum up the gibberish that we are made to study under the heading Language and Communication.Not that I am complaining.I simply loove it when you dont have study materials for exams..and you are SUPPOSED to write gibberish in your answer scripts!That I dont get marks is neither my fault,nor anybody's business!
6 comments:
ohhhh!!!...haha...now y do these sarcastic frustrated exam blog posts seem so enjoyable to read.....haha...
...and i know about that smile which follows u....i experienced that same feeling sometime back....trust me...never tried to stop it tho....just smiled whenever things went wrong.....
:-) <---see this??!!!
exam blues.......yesh..... they say it'll end some day.... ijust hope they were write....i mean right....
the way things are goin i guess you gonna need a lotta luk....so good luk........
hmmmmm... analysing ur thoughts, u seem disturbed by the laziness in ur life coupled with the imposed tension of exams. I say 'imposed' coz u aint worried bout the exams ... others seem to care a lot more than u.
As for thw chocolate Horlicks.. the next time u go on a rickshaw ride.. ask him to stop by a grocery store.
@ moo-lah...:)
@ coffee-stain...thank you very much!
@ Ankush...tension for exams is always.."imposed"!..rito..that too mostly by over studious friends!
pre read of post: gay with happiness
post read of post: down in the dumps :(
wha?...I know I am depressing...:|
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