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I am real close to getting hypnotised.Was watching this suspended bulb on my neighbour's roof swing to the rhythm of the ravishing rains.Came back from the balcony and sat down in front of the comp.FYI,I have a very important university exam tommorow.The notes are all scattered humbly on my desk,along with the notes there are a million other things..like my umbrella,college fee book,books,books and more books.Trinkets..variety ranging from broken earrings to isolated screws to unidentifiable little shiny things.(could be chocolate wrappers torn into tiny pieces and crumpled with finnesse..am not sure).A photoframe with a picture of me and my sister ..on a sea beach, a wave is about to hit us..my sister is clinging on to me..her right foot slightly lifted up in the air..her soggy sandal slipping off..her eyebrows twitched...and me..well,I am staring right ahead, smiling, holding on to her.I sometimes wonder how symbolic the picture is.

Also there are these nailpolish bottles staring right at my face.I have this thing..I cannot write an examination with barren nails.Also I have these strong superstitions.The first paper went really well.Most of the questions were out of syllabus.That is precisely why the paper went well.There were these questions about "communication through the internet"..hah!..ask me about it!!!So just because the first paper went well..and I had not studied and I want my second paper to go well so I will not study this time as well!....aah.. superstitions ..I tell you..they give you an excuse to do what you want to do....or not do what you dont want to do..in this case.


I think life gives you the most pleasant gifts when you least expect it.Just a simple conversation can give you the thrills.Specially so if the conversation is on the phone,and it goes on for five hours with interminable bouts of excitement about the things that have been and the things that are about to be.Also when you think you are about to have one of those dreamless nights,the ones that you have when you are dead tired,and then,you have one of the best conversations ever..which stretches on.... without any hassles,and just about drives your sleep away..and just about makes you shiver at times inspite of the humidity trickling down your back,one that lingers without even a single artificial word or gesture.And then the spoken words enslave time..making it fly by as you stare out of the window..and witness the transition ..the sky turns a shade lighter..yawning...stretching its sinews ...the clouds carress each other and the sun peeps out suddenly....grand with its orange glory.

Yet another day,to be spent sweating in the heat...cajoling people for favours...studying stuff that makes no sense..waiting for the ordeal to be over.Before I start one of my crazy exam rants..I should stop..and go back to studying my notes..or the notes studying me..whatever...:)