ketamine dose

little something that I wrote during an hour of some godforsaken amount of boredom thrust onto my already bored system...

"How do you feel when the needle stings your skin? I would like to know about your frame of mind. How does it work? You wake up in the morning feeling thirsty. You have your morning cuppa with horse tranquilizer pills and then what? Your brain is either floating in clouds or blown up to smithereens; and then one fleck from the clouds lands on your brain skin and nudges you to take up the syringe. You prepare for it, pull up your jeans to bare your calf muscles; you find a vein and inject your daily dose of hope for life. You are sitting on your chair but you are sinking in deep inside a deep blue ocean. Your body is washed up and your brain is flustered. You are lighting cigarette after cigarette getting more and more flustered with every minute.  You close your eyes to calm down but thousands of red dots of light come darting towards you. You open your eyes but the sunlight makes your head spin. You stand up, draw the curtain and put on the music. You sit down and your chair becomes the ocean again. Your brain is not flustered this time. Its busy dancing among the guitar riffs. Your brain has popped out of your head and is doing a number with the drums solo. The universe comes to an end because you finally find peace."